Long ago, ChintaMany had learnt two things. One, keeping counsel to himself. Two, never engage in verbal exchange, whatsoever be the provocation. This he had learnt from watching movies and T V dramas, where the first character speaks the scripted dialogues and after hearing it all, the responding character completes his or her delivery. Oftentimes, commercial breaks introduce a nail-biting suspense about what the dialogues in reply would be. Naturally, he tooled himself to keep his counsel to himself.
This mastery did not occur overnight. During student days, he had overheard or eavesdropped snippets of conversational gems that vented hard feelings on a third person. Sometimes it was as monologues. His baptism in silence started when that third person happened to be dearer to him or a family member of the grownups whom he liked, over unresolved adult to adult issues. At that age, he had unknowingly experimented in controlled shaping of the lips, facial muscles, tongue, windpipe and jaws in crushing contact with teeth to speak to himself without making a sound.
He had developed a mindset that allowed him to understand that others also had the right to have their own mindset. Instead of getting into a fracas, he had chosen these techniques to stay away from the troubled waters. Before this time, he had never appreciated the power of silence, which required sealed and locked lips, which now he was able to command at will. If his chosen ‘keeping counsel to himself’ weapon is not given a proper name, then how would he be able to popularise it!
An old dictionary followed by a Google search presented him with such a name - Embouchure (ˈɒmbuˌʃʊər). but the direction to pronounce it scared him off from trying it. With the number one secret weapon in his arsenal ready for deployment, he decided to name it as silentium embouchure. The silent way to control the facial muscles, lips, tongue and teeth as exercised by a trumpet player! Trumpet player does all these to control the air to enter the instrument to sustain pitch and clear tone, whereas his purpose would be to seal the air inside his respiratory system to sustain silence.
The search for the second weapon, to attack the provocative angle, left him high and dry, as options thrown out by the dictionary and Google search required him to attend meditation classes, anger issue management courses and, if all else fails to try an advanced version of silentium Embouchure for clues! Though initially sceptic, on deeper analysis he understood the profound nature of this suggestion. The first choice required enrolling in gymnastic classes to control facial muscles, tongue, lips, teeth and windpipe to remain passive by not reacting to external stimuli.
The anger management might need a deep pocket. He felt confident that he could add some more parameters to bolster this version with suitable upgrades and bring out a silentium Embouchure Ver 2.0, for the secret weapon number 2. He mused, “Why not bring out a new software in another name?
Worries persisted in ChintaMany’s mind. What could be the sports beyond gymnastics? Or is there a version 2.0 in gymnastics? What would the special requirements that could be adopted or adapted in developing the next, untitled version? He likened his situation to that of a square peg being hammered into a circular opening.
Having read stories about marauders repeatedly attacking to plunder wealth from famous temples, or about spiders never giving up on attempts to complete their webs under impossible conditions, ChintaMany took it upon himself to come out with a new version, calling upon the ‘ears’ to toggle between ‘hard of hearing’ to ‘acute hearing’ mode at will. This saying, ‘Like the unsaid words, the unheard words also would become valuable, in silence!”
The solution in the form of ‘ears’ just popped up in his mind when he started to wonder about the import of this saying. His mind on a nostalgic trip reminded him the fact that he had been practicing this technique, albeit unconsciously, by tuning out parts of the eavesdropped conversations that would have upset him. Now the ears appeared to be a good choice.
Since it an upgraded, new version, he once again went back to the same drawing board to refer to the dictionary and trouble Google for clues. Since only a few would be really hard of hearing, he rejected suggestion to rule out invoking physical impairment in the hearing apparatus. While he was struggling to imagine how could the ears be accused of having a link with emotional disconnect, the fine print prompted him to understand that referred to his own disconnect with his own emotions.
He did not let it go without questioning why not call it as emotional blindness which was equally disconcerting but promptly enlarged the scope from “OWN” to “ANYONE”. This transposition appeased his troubled mind.
The next thread he pulled out was the mismatch in emotional capacity, which could bear the blame as the root cause. To complicate the matter further, this thread came along with a hint that unexpressed feelings might be watering this root cause. It posed a question, “When kept nourished, will not the stem and branches get up to greet and speak, that being ‘hard of hearing’ is a default mechanism?”
ChintaMany went nuts when he imagined with horror that the users may have to consult top-notch ENT specialist along with a psychiatrist or psychologist, before or after reading, his untitled version. Focused on arming to the teeth for effective utility of the weapon number 2, he decided to sidestep this issue of before or after during the initial deployment phase. To give prominence to the ears, he chose the name “Auribus quietis” an elegant description, in Latin, as the ears have to go to silent mode.
Overly concerned with the ears going silent, ChintaMany started worrying about the poor heart that would be bearing the brunt, by way of suffering with induced stress due to emotional disconnect or emotional blindness, if not properly addressed. His worry struck gold when his mind prompted with alacrity, “why not rope in the eyes and programme it ignores what it observes.
By this trick if he could safeguard the two-way bond with the dear and other concerned parties and if at the same time, he could spare the heart from griefs due to bottled up feelings, he was ready for blindsiding. Before employing such a trick, he reassured himself that great scientists like William Rowan Hamilton, Hermann Minkowski, Hendrik Antoon Lorenz, Erwin Schrodinger and Albert Einstein had travelled on this route to confuse or explain how the universe and things in it work.
No matter, if the scope of this new version got enlarged as long as its purpose remained noble. Having brought the eyes and heart together, he forced himself to explore for a new name. He thought, “having decided to explore, why not honour the Spaniard like Christopher Columbus. With many competing Spanish marineros on the seas, he chose the Spanish language for the title, to avoid causing heartburns in their departed souls. The idiom “Quod oculos non videt, cor non dolet” meaning what the eyes does not see, the heart does not grieve over, stole his appreciation and approval. He shortened it as “QonvonT” to entice the users.
The entire design cycle will use systematic methodology to transform abstract concepts in human feelings as in VLSI (Very Large-Scale Integration). Though euphoric, ChintaMany hosted a doubt whether, in his over enthusiasm he had created outlines for three different techniques namely “silentium embouchure”, “Auribus quietis” and “QonvonT”. Now, he had to call upon three set of experts - software engineers, developers, coders and visual platform builders. To hasten the process, he sent out appeals seeking help in locating the experts through WhatsApp, Arattai, Instagram and Facebook and chose to wait with his fingers tied in a knot.
This finished software will allow a user to create an animated figure with appropriate emotions- felt but not revealed in real time by the user for diplomatic reasons - that are to be expressed now, on-screen. If these projects get completed without a hitch, then he would personally conduct the phase one trials before officially marketing it. Moreover, these softwares will have the unique built-in flexibility to function as a training module with which the user can get trained to show appropriate overt or covert reactions, in case the user is e yet to experience such situations.